1 00:00:03,320 --> 00:00:05,800 Bird chirps 2 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:09,960 ... 3 00:00:20,960 --> 00:00:24,400 Emphatic piano music 4 00:00:24,720 --> 00:00:32,720 ... 5 00:00:43,360 --> 00:00:47,640 ... 6 00:00:47,960 --> 00:00:49,840 -"In 2 months, against all odds, 7 00:00:50,160 --> 00:00:53,400 "these exercises had already performed miracles. 8 00:00:53,720 --> 00:00:56,480 "I started to lead a different life, 9 00:00:56,800 --> 00:00:58,880 “freer, more fluid. 10 00:01:00,360 --> 00:01:04,200 "First, under the full influence of his magical personality. 11 00:01:05,280 --> 00:01:06,280 "Then, little by little, 12 00:01:06,600 --> 00:01:08,920 "with consent of my own psyche." 13 00:01:09,240 --> 00:01:15,760 ... 14 00:01:20,080 --> 00:01:28,080 ... 15 00:01:31,120 --> 00:01:34,520 "I know exactly what I would have felt in the past. 16 00:01:35,280 --> 00:01:39,160 “I would have found it so beautiful that it would have torn my heart, 17 00:01:40,560 --> 00:01:43,120 "without knowing what to do of this feeling. 18 00:01:44,320 --> 00:01:46,720 "Then I would have felt this need to write, 19 00:01:46,920 --> 00:01:49,080 "but the words would have refused to come. 20 00:01:50,080 --> 00:01:52,800 "And I would have been deeply unhappy. 21 00:01:57,240 --> 00:01:58,880 "But this time, 22 00:02:00,280 --> 00:02:02,080 “I reacted quite differently. 23 00:02:04,000 --> 00:02:05,680 “I appreciated this mysterious beauty, 24 00:02:06,480 --> 00:02:08,800 "as I could do it previously. 25 00:02:09,680 --> 00:02:12,960 "But without feeling the need... to own it. 26 00:02:14,880 --> 00:02:16,880 “Nothing paralyzed me anymore. 27 00:02:17,960 --> 00:02:21,840 “I no longer let myself go to this cerebral masturbation." 28 00:02:24,440 --> 00:02:25,920 -What is Jacob looking at there? 29 00:02:26,960 --> 00:02:28,640 So? - Stop! 30 00:02:29,400 --> 00:02:31,040 -I'll tell you. 31 00:02:31,240 --> 00:02:32,320 He looks at her breasts. 32 00:02:32,640 --> 00:02:36,080 I never understood the title, "Jacob's Struggle with the Angel." 33 00:02:36,400 --> 00:02:38,120 It's a sex scene, right? 34 00:02:38,320 --> 00:02:40,400 -Or you've never fought. 35 00:02:40,600 --> 00:02:44,120 -Say, madame, you're talking to a former sailor. 36 00:02:44,320 --> 00:02:45,320 10 years on the ocean. 37 00:02:45,640 --> 00:02:47,560 So I know wrestling. 38 00:02:48,480 --> 00:02:49,880 Come on. 39 00:02:56,800 --> 00:02:58,320 So, what do you write? 40 00:02:58,520 --> 00:03:01,400 Always "The girl Who didn’t know how to kneel?” 41 00:03:01,720 --> 00:03:02,800 -No. 42 00:03:03,400 --> 00:03:05,160 -What are you working on, then? 43 00:03:06,560 --> 00:03:08,560 -Well, let's just say... 44 00:03:10,240 --> 00:03:11,440 I am in the process of... 45 00:03:11,640 --> 00:03:14,280 -Listen, we're going to have to let go of a union minimum. 46 00:03:14,600 --> 00:03:16,000 -I write my diary. 47 00:03:16,320 --> 00:03:17,600 -Ah! 48 00:03:19,200 --> 00:03:22,440 -And I have the impression to hold something good. 49 00:03:23,800 --> 00:03:25,360 It's a bit like... 50 00:03:26,200 --> 00:03:28,640 like writing of a confessional essay. 51 00:03:30,880 --> 00:03:31,880 It suits me better 52 00:03:32,200 --> 00:03:33,920 than classical prose. 53 00:03:34,120 --> 00:03:35,560 -Can I read an extract? 54 00:03:37,160 --> 00:03:38,320 -No. 55 00:03:40,560 --> 00:03:43,680 -I'm restarting "The Red Line" for another season. 56 00:03:44,720 --> 00:03:47,560 You could come and do a reading. I don't know... 57 00:03:47,760 --> 00:03:50,840 Talking about your work... - I like the idea but now, I... 58 00:03:51,560 --> 00:03:53,800 That's not the goal, not for now. 59 00:03:54,720 --> 00:03:56,720 I don't want anyone to read it. 60 00:03:59,880 --> 00:04:01,560 -You look good, in any case. 61 00:04:05,000 --> 00:04:08,440 It's all you, being radiant when everything goes wrong. 62 00:04:10,960 --> 00:04:12,480 Wouldn't you be in love? 63 00:04:14,880 --> 00:04:17,080 (-Klaas!) - What? 64 00:04:17,400 --> 00:04:20,760 -I've been going out for 3 years with a lovely man. 65 00:04:21,080 --> 00:04:22,600 -Pff... He laughs. 66 00:04:22,800 --> 00:04:25,520 And how long has it been that we know each other? 67 00:04:25,720 --> 00:04:28,000 -Not long enough, you have to believe. 68 00:04:31,320 --> 00:04:32,560 But I'm not going to lie to you. 69 00:04:34,960 --> 00:04:36,960 What I'm experiencing has a connection... 70 00:04:37,680 --> 00:04:38,960 with a man. 71 00:04:39,280 --> 00:04:42,200 - All right. - He gave me exercises. 72 00:04:42,400 --> 00:04:44,080 A little, how can I put it... 73 00:04:44,800 --> 00:04:46,680 as emotional tools. 74 00:04:48,800 --> 00:04:51,080 And it's true that... we got along well. 75 00:04:51,880 --> 00:04:53,240 Intellectually. 76 00:04:55,040 --> 00:04:57,480 And it could have gone further, 77 00:04:57,800 --> 00:05:00,440 at some point. But he had the intelligence 78 00:05:00,760 --> 00:05:02,800 to prevent that and he did well. 79 00:05:06,320 --> 00:05:07,560 -How ? 80 00:05:09,000 --> 00:05:12,000 -By ensuring that we don't see each other anymore. 81 00:05:19,360 --> 00:05:22,080 - Come with me to Hilversum. - I can't. 82 00:05:22,280 --> 00:05:23,880 I have classes at college. 83 00:05:25,480 --> 00:05:28,360 -It will wait, you have all your life to go to college. 84 00:05:28,560 --> 00:05:31,160 And knowing you, you're just going to do that. 85 00:05:35,360 --> 00:05:37,880 It's true that you have changed. - I told you so. 86 00:05:39,800 --> 00:05:42,640 -Where are our sensual years to roll around 87 00:05:42,960 --> 00:05:45,800 in the groves of Deventer? - It lasted 2 months, 88 00:05:46,000 --> 00:05:47,520 and that was 10 years ago. 89 00:05:48,560 --> 00:05:50,920 -This need to minimize everything, it's a shame. 90 00:05:51,120 --> 00:05:52,440 -Well let's see. 91 00:05:52,640 --> 00:05:54,280 Bursts of voice 92 00:05:54,600 --> 00:05:56,280 ... 93 00:05:56,480 --> 00:05:57,960 -Do you hear? 94 00:05:58,160 --> 00:06:03,920 ... 95 00:06:04,240 --> 00:06:06,360 -Hey ! What are you doing? 96 00:06:06,560 --> 00:06:07,720 Oh ! 97 00:06:08,600 --> 00:06:09,960 Get rid of this sign. 98 00:06:10,160 --> 00:06:11,480 Hey ! Get rid of this sign! 99 00:06:13,600 --> 00:06:15,080 Give me that. Given ! 100 00:06:15,400 --> 00:06:17,280 Give me this sign, I tell you! 101 00:06:17,480 --> 00:06:20,400 Here, look what I do with it, your shit! 102 00:06:21,760 --> 00:06:23,280 You trash! 103 00:06:24,080 --> 00:06:25,320 Look at these bastards! 104 00:06:25,520 --> 00:06:26,720 Fucking fascists! 105 00:06:27,040 --> 00:06:28,320 I'm going to kill you all! 106 00:06:28,520 --> 00:06:29,520 I'm going to kill you, 107 00:06:29,840 --> 00:06:31,120 bunch of rats! 108 00:06:32,440 --> 00:06:33,760 Fucking fascists! 109 00:06:33,960 --> 00:06:35,600 I'm going to kill them all! 110 00:06:35,800 --> 00:06:37,280 Their families too! 111 00:06:37,480 --> 00:06:39,480 -Klaas, stop. Please. 112 00:06:45,360 --> 00:06:46,360 -How are you ? 113 00:06:46,680 --> 00:06:49,480 I'll take you back. - No, I'm going to college now. 114 00:06:49,800 --> 00:06:51,360 -At university, what for? 115 00:06:51,680 --> 00:06:53,560 Did you see your face? - Klaas...Klaas. 116 00:06:54,560 --> 00:06:56,120 I need to be alone. 117 00:06:57,560 --> 00:06:59,400 Excuse me, but all this... 118 00:07:00,480 --> 00:07:03,280 I'll call you later, okay? I'm going there. 119 00:07:10,520 --> 00:07:12,800 Tension music 120 00:07:13,000 --> 00:07:21,000 ... 121 00:07:27,360 --> 00:07:34,280 ... 122 00:07:34,480 --> 00:07:36,240 -Look. It's forbidden for Jews! 123 00:07:36,560 --> 00:07:44,560 ... 124 00:08:16,720 --> 00:08:19,480 Bell tower 125 00:08:19,680 --> 00:08:27,680 ... 126 00:08:46,080 --> 00:08:47,640 -From one day to the next... 127 00:08:48,400 --> 00:08:50,200 -It's not possible... 128 00:08:57,840 --> 00:09:05,840 ... 129 00:09:23,560 --> 00:09:26,160 -"All my being is consumed with despair. 130 00:09:26,960 --> 00:09:29,000 “Nothing seems to make sense anymore. 131 00:09:29,200 --> 00:09:31,600 "It's all just one big and terrible sadness. 132 00:09:32,840 --> 00:09:36,160 "The hell of agitation and worry in me. 133 00:09:37,400 --> 00:09:40,960 "I'm diving back into my Middle Ages darkest interior. 134 00:09:43,160 --> 00:09:45,880 Moans of effort 135 00:09:46,080 --> 00:09:49,320 "My body disintegrated in a thousand pieces. 136 00:09:50,840 --> 00:09:53,520 "And every piece feels a different pain. 137 00:09:58,520 --> 00:10:00,960 "I was there, waiting religiously 138 00:10:01,160 --> 00:10:03,520 "that springs new resources. 139 00:10:05,040 --> 00:10:07,320 "Let something melt inside me 140 00:10:08,720 --> 00:10:10,640 "and begins to flow. 141 00:10:15,320 --> 00:10:18,040 "But my heart was once again caught in a vice. 142 00:10:19,000 --> 00:10:21,240 “Nothing wanted to flow anymore. 143 00:10:23,880 --> 00:10:27,040 "All evacuation channels, clogged again." 144 00:10:32,440 --> 00:10:40,440 ... 145 00:10:52,560 --> 00:10:54,320 Shall we stop, please? 146 00:11:06,600 --> 00:11:08,320 -Dear friends and listeners, 147 00:11:08,520 --> 00:11:10,600 we are going to do a musical break. 148 00:11:11,440 --> 00:11:12,640 Etty, what did you bring? 149 00:11:17,400 --> 00:11:20,560 -A piece of my brother, Mischa Hillesum. 150 00:11:22,520 --> 00:11:25,600 The best pianist in town, without a doubt. 151 00:11:25,800 --> 00:11:26,800 -Gorgeous. 152 00:11:27,120 --> 00:11:30,680 -It's called: “2 preludes, opus one.” 153 00:11:33,200 --> 00:11:36,480 Dark piano music 154 00:11:36,800 --> 00:11:39,480 ... 155 00:11:39,680 --> 00:11:42,160 -For those who join us only, 156 00:11:44,320 --> 00:11:46,360 I am Klaas Smellik, for “The Red Thread”, 157 00:11:46,560 --> 00:11:48,120 which I have the pleasure of hosting. 158 00:11:48,960 --> 00:11:52,960 Today we welcome the author Etty Hillesum, 159 00:11:53,280 --> 00:11:55,560 who shares his admirable work with us. 160 00:11:55,880 --> 00:11:57,680 We'll see you right after. 161 00:11:58,000 --> 00:12:06,000 ... 162 00:12:35,240 --> 00:12:43,240 ... 163 00:13:21,040 --> 00:13:22,640 -Well then, are you okay? 164 00:13:23,880 --> 00:13:25,880 -Yes... it's nothing. 165 00:13:27,160 --> 00:13:28,920 I slipped on a rock. 166 00:13:29,120 --> 00:13:31,120 -You say it's nothing, I can't find it. 167 00:13:32,240 --> 00:13:33,440 Slowly... 168 00:13:35,520 --> 00:13:36,920 It's okay, are you okay? 169 00:13:37,120 --> 00:13:39,560 Should we put something on this? - Yes. Okay. 170 00:13:39,760 --> 00:13:40,880 -I'll do that. 171 00:13:42,080 --> 00:13:43,360 Why are you here? 172 00:13:43,960 --> 00:13:45,920 No, forget it. - Yes. 173 00:13:46,840 --> 00:13:48,280 -Come, sit there. 174 00:13:50,720 --> 00:13:52,280 I'm going to get your bike. 175 00:13:54,680 --> 00:13:55,920 Oh, poor thing... 176 00:14:15,600 --> 00:14:17,120 -I know it's stupid... 177 00:14:18,320 --> 00:14:20,000 but I had to see it. 178 00:14:20,200 --> 00:14:21,200 He made me 179 00:14:21,520 --> 00:14:23,280 stop therapy too soon. 180 00:14:23,480 --> 00:14:25,520 I begged him for another session. 181 00:14:25,840 --> 00:14:27,200 -Yes I know. 182 00:14:28,320 --> 00:14:29,520 -I understand his reasons, 183 00:14:29,720 --> 00:14:32,800 I also feel that there is a risk and I understand... 184 00:14:33,480 --> 00:14:35,920 You know it, I did what I could... 185 00:14:36,120 --> 00:14:37,760 - Yes. - Yeah. 186 00:14:38,080 --> 00:14:40,880 -I'll check with him to find you a place. 187 00:14:43,720 --> 00:14:44,920 -That's nice. 188 00:14:45,120 --> 00:14:46,600 -It will take a few days. 189 00:14:46,920 --> 00:14:49,840 Everyone wants to do therapy right now. 190 00:14:51,280 --> 00:14:53,480 Julius finds himself in a situation 191 00:14:53,800 --> 00:14:55,680 even more delicate than us. Brief. 192 00:14:58,360 --> 00:14:59,600 So. 193 00:15:10,960 --> 00:15:12,200 -And you ? 194 00:15:14,400 --> 00:15:15,800 -Oh, what can I say? 195 00:15:16,920 --> 00:15:18,440 It's a bit shit. 196 00:15:26,320 --> 00:15:27,840 Do you want one? 197 00:15:41,280 --> 00:15:43,440 Peter wants us to leave. 198 00:15:50,480 --> 00:15:52,560 And in truth, I don't know. 199 00:15:54,680 --> 00:15:56,360 I have my life here. 200 00:15:56,680 --> 00:15:58,680 I don't want rebuild everything elsewhere. 201 00:15:58,880 --> 00:16:00,080 I don't even see where... 202 00:16:01,360 --> 00:16:02,800 In which country... 203 00:16:04,360 --> 00:16:05,360 -Mom! 204 00:16:05,680 --> 00:16:07,840 Can we go down too? 205 00:16:08,680 --> 00:16:10,400 -Yes, it’s okay, come on! 206 00:16:11,680 --> 00:16:13,680 -Well... don't they have school? 207 00:16:13,880 --> 00:16:16,280 -No. Forbidden to Jews. 208 00:16:18,440 --> 00:16:19,920 School is over for them. 209 00:16:20,120 --> 00:16:21,160 -Well, let's see. 210 00:16:21,360 --> 00:16:24,480 -Peter repeats over and over what we should do, but... 211 00:16:24,680 --> 00:16:26,280 he spends his days at the theater 212 00:16:26,480 --> 00:16:28,760 and that's not it who helps me every day. 213 00:16:28,960 --> 00:16:29,960 I don't know 214 00:16:30,280 --> 00:16:33,360 if I'm going to last long to work like that. 215 00:16:33,560 --> 00:16:35,240 -For the girls, I can help you. 216 00:16:35,440 --> 00:16:37,000 She laughs. - THANKS. 217 00:16:37,320 --> 00:16:39,200 - Auntie Etty! - How are you ? 218 00:16:39,520 --> 00:16:41,240 Hello, sweetie. - We saw you fall. 219 00:16:41,560 --> 00:16:43,880 -Ah! It's fun to see someone fall? 220 00:16:44,200 --> 00:16:45,880 - Auntie Etty! - No. 221 00:16:46,080 --> 00:16:47,880 -Hello, Miss Leah. 222 00:16:48,560 --> 00:16:50,440 You know that I'm not your aunt? 223 00:16:50,640 --> 00:16:53,600 - Ah good ? Whose aunt are you? - From no one. 224 00:16:53,920 --> 00:16:55,320 - Well no. - And if one day, 225 00:16:55,640 --> 00:16:57,440 are you becoming an aunt? - It's impossible. 226 00:16:57,640 --> 00:16:59,000 - For what ? - I don't like 227 00:16:59,200 --> 00:17:01,880 than you and Sophie. - Let's go back, little ones. 228 00:17:06,080 --> 00:17:07,080 Do you want to go up? 229 00:17:07,320 --> 00:17:08,720 -Are you sure it will be okay? 230 00:17:09,040 --> 00:17:10,760 -Oh, yes, Julius is not here. 231 00:17:10,960 --> 00:17:12,080 He is in the Gestapo 232 00:17:12,400 --> 00:17:13,760 since this morning. 233 00:17:13,960 --> 00:17:16,200 I canceled his appointments of the day. 234 00:17:16,400 --> 00:17:17,640 How are you ? 235 00:17:18,640 --> 00:17:20,640 -Why did he have to go back? 236 00:17:22,560 --> 00:17:24,560 -For his immigration papers. 237 00:17:24,760 --> 00:17:27,400 All refugees are summoned. It's not clear. 238 00:17:27,600 --> 00:17:28,840 -But... you think... 239 00:17:29,160 --> 00:17:30,480 that he is in danger? 240 00:17:30,680 --> 00:17:35,240 -No, logically, it is paperwork, but... who knows. 241 00:17:37,360 --> 00:17:39,560 In fact, you could do something? 242 00:17:39,760 --> 00:17:40,800 -Mom ? 243 00:17:41,680 --> 00:17:43,120 -Wait, I'll be back. 244 00:17:43,320 --> 00:17:45,280 - Mom ! - I'm coming ! 245 00:17:45,600 --> 00:17:48,440 Crackling of a walkie-talkie 246 00:17:48,640 --> 00:17:51,240 ... 247 00:17:55,400 --> 00:17:58,320 Voice in a loudspeaker 248 00:17:58,520 --> 00:18:06,520 ... 249 00:18:09,120 --> 00:18:17,120 ... 250 00:18:42,120 --> 00:18:45,000 Hubbub 251 00:18:45,200 --> 00:18:53,200 ... 252 00:19:48,200 --> 00:19:51,400 - Sir... Julius Spier? - Yes. 253 00:19:51,600 --> 00:19:54,800 - What is your place of birth? - Frankfurt. 254 00:19:55,520 --> 00:19:58,400 - Where did you live, in Germany? - In Berlin. 255 00:20:02,400 --> 00:20:04,520 -It's this form that he must fill out? 256 00:20:14,440 --> 00:20:16,560 -You are Spier, the psychologist? 257 00:20:18,840 --> 00:20:20,160 -Yes, it's me. 258 00:20:20,360 --> 00:20:22,480 -I heard about you. 259 00:20:22,800 --> 00:20:26,400 I was a psychology student at Humboldt University. 260 00:20:27,200 --> 00:20:29,040 You were friends with Jung, right? 261 00:20:30,600 --> 00:20:34,440 -Yes, finally... friend, that's saying a lot, but... 262 00:20:34,640 --> 00:20:36,320 -You read in the lines 263 00:20:36,640 --> 00:20:37,680 of the hand? 264 00:20:39,680 --> 00:20:41,680 -We can also say it like that. 265 00:20:42,360 --> 00:20:44,280 -How else would you say it? 266 00:20:45,320 --> 00:20:46,960 -Uh, well... 267 00:20:47,960 --> 00:20:51,400 I do my best to help people... 268 00:20:52,160 --> 00:20:54,000 to understand themselves. 269 00:20:54,760 --> 00:20:57,160 And for that, I use the palms of my hands. 270 00:21:01,400 --> 00:21:03,200 -Could you read them to me? 271 00:21:17,760 --> 00:21:18,760 Well ? 272 00:21:20,320 --> 00:21:21,560 What is there? 273 00:21:22,760 --> 00:21:26,760 -I would rather recommend you to come see me at my office. 274 00:21:26,960 --> 00:21:28,200 -Oh yes ? 275 00:21:28,400 --> 00:21:29,480 -Yes. 276 00:21:30,640 --> 00:21:33,840 I have many German officers among my patients. 277 00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:36,880 I would prefer... 278 00:21:38,240 --> 00:21:40,520 You see, it's very personal. 279 00:21:41,240 --> 00:21:43,080 -Do you want more privacy? 280 00:21:43,400 --> 00:21:45,720 Wait there for me to call you. 281 00:21:51,880 --> 00:21:53,080 Is it better? 282 00:22:08,800 --> 00:22:10,640 - Do you allow that? - Yes. 283 00:22:18,640 --> 00:22:21,760 -Well, if you came at my office, 284 00:22:22,680 --> 00:22:25,720 I would try, to begin with, to talk with you 285 00:22:26,040 --> 00:22:28,560 of this tragedy what your family experienced. 286 00:22:29,720 --> 00:22:33,800 And the fear you have to see it happen again with you. 287 00:22:36,640 --> 00:22:40,560 And I would also try to mention this extreme introversion 288 00:22:41,480 --> 00:22:43,680 that you developed as a child. 289 00:22:45,480 --> 00:22:47,520 Strong sensitivity. 290 00:22:48,320 --> 00:22:51,640 We almost talk about sensitivity feminine, in your case. 291 00:22:52,960 --> 00:22:55,720 And difficulty that you have to fight it. 292 00:22:56,040 --> 00:22:57,920 To hide it. 293 00:22:58,120 --> 00:23:00,520 Melancholic music 294 00:23:00,720 --> 00:23:06,240 ... 295 00:23:06,440 --> 00:23:07,600 That... 296 00:23:07,920 --> 00:23:09,920 It almost hurts to see that... 297 00:23:10,120 --> 00:23:14,280 that your nature is in opposition with what you are ordered to do. 298 00:23:14,920 --> 00:23:16,160 And... 299 00:23:16,960 --> 00:23:20,360 I assume that for you, It must be difficult to live with. 300 00:23:21,200 --> 00:23:24,520 But deep down, maybe it's easier like that. 301 00:23:26,360 --> 00:23:29,240 It sure must be easier to please the... 302 00:23:29,560 --> 00:23:32,720 to the tyrant, to the dominating father, than to resist him. 303 00:23:33,040 --> 00:23:34,480 I can understand it. 304 00:23:36,880 --> 00:23:38,760 You fulfill your duty well. 305 00:23:39,480 --> 00:23:43,000 But this abyss, beneath your feet, threatens your existence. 306 00:23:45,720 --> 00:23:47,040 -THANKS. 307 00:23:50,120 --> 00:23:52,720 You must do an immigration application. 308 00:23:53,600 --> 00:23:56,040 - Pardon ? - All refugees are obliged to do so. 309 00:23:56,360 --> 00:23:59,240 Julius coughs. 310 00:23:59,440 --> 00:24:01,880 Your presence in Holland is illegal. 311 00:24:02,760 --> 00:24:06,240 -So I must tell you where would I like to be able to go? 312 00:24:06,560 --> 00:24:08,360 -No. You will go where you are told. 313 00:24:09,200 --> 00:24:10,520 -But where? 314 00:24:10,840 --> 00:24:13,760 -You will receive instructions by mail. 315 00:24:14,080 --> 00:24:17,880 Until then, don't leave town. - But... Excuse me... 316 00:24:18,840 --> 00:24:20,640 I'm not sure I understand. 317 00:24:20,840 --> 00:24:23,040 If I have to go where you tell me, 318 00:24:23,360 --> 00:24:25,960 why fill an immigration application? 319 00:24:26,160 --> 00:24:28,120 -Because the law requires it. 320 00:24:29,840 --> 00:24:32,240 -Please ! I have all the papers. 321 00:24:32,440 --> 00:24:34,280 Certificate, work permit, 322 00:24:35,200 --> 00:24:38,240 I also... invitations from universities 323 00:24:38,440 --> 00:24:41,720 Utrecht and The Hague. - No. This is no longer valid. 324 00:24:44,600 --> 00:24:47,880 - Well, I don't see why... - People are waiting. 325 00:24:48,920 --> 00:24:50,200 Good luck. 326 00:24:55,160 --> 00:24:56,160 -Here, 327 00:24:56,480 --> 00:24:58,600 this is the document which you must complete. 328 00:24:59,600 --> 00:25:01,600 This is the official request... 329 00:25:02,360 --> 00:25:05,240 for immigration. - Thank you. Bye. 330 00:25:06,360 --> 00:25:07,680 -Mr Spier! 331 00:25:10,240 --> 00:25:11,760 I have something for you. 332 00:25:13,000 --> 00:25:14,840 -Sorry, are you waiting in line? 333 00:25:15,040 --> 00:25:16,840 - I... No, I... - Where are you from? 334 00:25:18,840 --> 00:25:20,600 -From Deventer, but I live 335 00:25:20,920 --> 00:25:22,760 in Amsterdam. - Are you an immigrant? 336 00:25:22,960 --> 00:25:24,280 - No. - What are you doing here? 337 00:25:24,600 --> 00:25:27,320 -I'm coming to deliver a bottle of water for someone... 338 00:25:27,520 --> 00:25:28,680 -Please go away. 339 00:25:29,000 --> 00:25:31,400 -I just want... There you go, give that away. 340 00:25:31,600 --> 00:25:32,640 -Now get out. 341 00:25:32,960 --> 00:25:33,960 Sir. 342 00:25:34,240 --> 00:25:36,480 Through the emergency exit. - I'm waiting outside. 343 00:25:36,800 --> 00:25:37,840 All right ? 344 00:25:38,800 --> 00:25:41,080 - Do you find that funny? - No, excuse me. 345 00:25:41,280 --> 00:25:42,760 -Is the situation funny? 346 00:25:42,960 --> 00:25:45,600 -Not at all, It's my usual look. 347 00:25:46,480 --> 00:25:54,480 ... 348 00:26:11,440 --> 00:26:13,520 Mr Spier! Julius coughs. 349 00:26:13,720 --> 00:26:20,120 ... 350 00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:21,440 How are you ? 351 00:26:22,800 --> 00:26:24,440 -I'm really sorry. 352 00:26:24,640 --> 00:26:28,040 ... 353 00:26:28,240 --> 00:26:30,600 I only cough since this morning. 354 00:26:31,720 --> 00:26:34,560 A psychosomatic reaction, certainly. 355 00:26:34,760 --> 00:26:35,840 Finally... 356 00:26:36,040 --> 00:26:37,440 There's nothing we can do about it. 357 00:26:37,640 --> 00:26:40,840 The body always manifests itself with a delay. 358 00:26:41,040 --> 00:26:43,960 Want a sip? - Thanks, no. 359 00:26:49,400 --> 00:26:51,240 -Thank you for doing this. 360 00:26:52,200 --> 00:26:55,080 It was a ray of sunshine. Thanks, Etty. 361 00:27:00,280 --> 00:27:02,080 What happened to you? 362 00:27:02,280 --> 00:27:03,840 -Oh, nothing serious. 363 00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:06,360 I fell off my bike. 364 00:27:06,960 --> 00:27:08,200 -Are you in pain? 365 00:27:08,520 --> 00:27:10,120 -Just a little bit. 366 00:27:10,880 --> 00:27:12,320 -How did it happen? 367 00:27:17,240 --> 00:27:18,240 -Well... 368 00:27:18,440 --> 00:27:20,280 I was downstairs from you. 369 00:27:22,120 --> 00:27:24,080 I came to see you. 370 00:27:24,400 --> 00:27:26,760 It's... Yes, it was impulsive, 371 00:27:26,960 --> 00:27:29,000 I had come on a whim. 372 00:27:29,800 --> 00:27:31,920 I called you. It didn't respond. 373 00:27:32,240 --> 00:27:36,080 -You don't have to justify yourself. There is no problem. 374 00:27:39,960 --> 00:27:42,280 -Yes, and it's not as if... 375 00:27:43,520 --> 00:27:45,960 In any case, the exercises, that... 376 00:27:47,040 --> 00:27:48,480 It's very effective. 377 00:27:49,480 --> 00:27:50,880 Yes, really. 378 00:27:51,760 --> 00:27:52,960 Actually... 379 00:27:54,720 --> 00:27:56,720 I often want to pass 380 00:27:56,920 --> 00:27:58,240 and tell you... 381 00:27:58,440 --> 00:28:00,040 that I am much better. 382 00:28:01,040 --> 00:28:03,640 I have more all these depressive symptoms. 383 00:28:04,480 --> 00:28:07,160 What I wanted coming this morning, it was... 384 00:28:10,160 --> 00:28:11,920 -It makes me happy to see you. 385 00:28:15,080 --> 00:28:17,160 We could agree another session. 386 00:28:17,480 --> 00:28:19,280 We could see each other right away. 387 00:28:19,480 --> 00:28:22,120 I postponed my appointments of the morning. 388 00:28:23,040 --> 00:28:24,480 Do you have time? 389 00:28:26,920 --> 00:28:28,040 -Yes. 390 00:28:28,240 --> 00:28:31,320 It doesn't necessarily need to be long, it's... 391 00:28:32,080 --> 00:28:33,680 a little session. 392 00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:35,680 - Yes. - Yes. 393 00:28:36,360 --> 00:28:37,400 -Alright. 394 00:28:41,960 --> 00:28:43,520 And what about kneeling? 395 00:28:43,840 --> 00:28:45,800 Have you also practiced it? 396 00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:48,400 -It's difficult. 397 00:28:49,440 --> 00:28:52,240 - The good excuse. - Isn't it? 398 00:28:52,440 --> 00:28:54,800 -Can we make a stop? I need some syrup. 399 00:28:55,000 --> 00:28:56,320 -Of course, yes. 400 00:28:58,400 --> 00:29:01,200 -Okay, well, It's not my day, it seems. 401 00:29:03,840 --> 00:29:05,080 -Here we go. 402 00:29:10,360 --> 00:29:12,600 -You are sure is this a good idea? 403 00:29:12,800 --> 00:29:14,960 -Yes, for both. 404 00:29:18,360 --> 00:29:21,000 Okay, so what were we talking about? 405 00:29:21,320 --> 00:29:23,720 - To kneel. - Oh yes ! 406 00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:27,400 I still can't get used to it. 407 00:29:27,600 --> 00:29:30,280 -Yes. It's true that it is not simple. 408 00:29:31,040 --> 00:29:32,040 But... 409 00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:34,560 that could also be the key. 410 00:29:35,520 --> 00:29:38,400 Practice letting go, to abandon oneself, 411 00:29:38,720 --> 00:29:40,720 It’s a way to strengthen yourself. 412 00:29:42,120 --> 00:29:43,400 -I understand, but... 413 00:29:45,720 --> 00:29:48,280 -I also understand your embarrassment. 414 00:29:48,960 --> 00:29:50,560 Maybe we should find 415 00:29:50,880 --> 00:29:53,720 another pharmacy. - No, it'll be fine, keep going. 416 00:29:54,040 --> 00:29:55,520 -Tell me, 417 00:29:55,840 --> 00:29:57,360 do you have the right to be here? 418 00:29:57,680 --> 00:30:00,680 - How so ? - Excuse me if I'm wrong but... 419 00:30:00,880 --> 00:30:02,880 Did you see the sign outside? 420 00:30:03,200 --> 00:30:05,120 Are you not concerned? 421 00:30:05,960 --> 00:30:07,280 -How does that concern you? 422 00:30:07,600 --> 00:30:09,440 -It's nothing personal. 423 00:30:09,640 --> 00:30:11,000 It's the law. 424 00:30:11,320 --> 00:30:14,080 -Thank you for your concern, but I'm Dutch, 425 00:30:14,400 --> 00:30:15,400 I know the law. 426 00:30:15,520 --> 00:30:17,880 -I can too contact the pharmacist. 427 00:30:18,080 --> 00:30:20,680 It's none of my business, but if I get involved, 428 00:30:20,880 --> 00:30:22,680 it's just to avoid you 429 00:30:23,000 --> 00:30:26,240 unnecessary inconvenience. - That's so nice, thank you. 430 00:30:28,400 --> 00:30:30,320 -Come on, come on. Let's not stay here. 431 00:30:30,640 --> 00:30:32,800 -It makes you wonder if they can read. 432 00:30:33,000 --> 00:30:35,040 What is it for? to put up signs? 433 00:30:37,680 --> 00:30:38,920 -Attention ! 434 00:30:39,120 --> 00:30:40,120 THANKS ! 435 00:30:40,920 --> 00:30:43,120 -SO ! And the pedestrian crossing! 436 00:30:44,640 --> 00:30:46,280 -Come on, we shouldn't hang around. 437 00:30:55,800 --> 00:30:58,440 Excuse me for taking you on in this story. 438 00:30:58,640 --> 00:31:01,920 -You are welcome. You don't have to apologize. 439 00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:11,920 -I don't know how to get there to deal with this humiliation. 440 00:31:17,400 --> 00:31:19,000 This humiliation and... 441 00:31:21,360 --> 00:31:22,440 and my hatred. 442 00:31:27,360 --> 00:31:30,120 -I start from the principle that for there to be humiliation, 443 00:31:30,320 --> 00:31:31,960 it takes two people. 444 00:31:33,600 --> 00:31:35,280 The one who humiliates, and... 445 00:31:36,280 --> 00:31:38,440 the person who feels humiliated. 446 00:31:40,800 --> 00:31:44,800 But if we tend towards absolute humility... 447 00:31:46,240 --> 00:31:49,320 like... from a blade of grass... 448 00:31:50,240 --> 00:31:51,400 or earth... 449 00:31:53,080 --> 00:31:54,760 we free ourselves from all that. 450 00:31:58,680 --> 00:32:00,520 So yes, it's a never-ending fight. 451 00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:05,920 -I know. 452 00:32:07,480 --> 00:32:14,600 ... 453 00:32:14,920 --> 00:32:17,320 Soft music 454 00:32:17,520 --> 00:32:25,520 ... 455 00:32:48,480 --> 00:32:49,720 -Okay... 456 00:32:52,040 --> 00:32:53,200 I beg you. 457 00:32:54,160 --> 00:32:55,160 -THANKS. 458 00:32:55,480 --> 00:33:03,440 ... 459 00:33:03,760 --> 00:33:06,200 -After you. 460 00:33:06,440 --> 00:33:14,440 ... 461 00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:34,680 -Want to drink something? 462 00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:36,320 -Uh... yes! 463 00:33:37,480 --> 00:33:38,880 Water, perhaps? 464 00:33:39,640 --> 00:33:40,680 -GOOD. 465 00:33:40,880 --> 00:33:43,440 ... 466 00:33:52,760 --> 00:33:53,880 Here. 467 00:33:54,440 --> 00:33:55,440 -THANKS. 468 00:34:07,320 --> 00:34:09,920 I wonder who writes to you from London. 469 00:34:12,240 --> 00:34:13,360 -My fiancée. 470 00:34:15,320 --> 00:34:18,000 We left Berlin the same day. 471 00:34:19,000 --> 00:34:21,920 She went to London, I came here. 472 00:34:24,520 --> 00:34:26,440 It's been 3 years since I arrived 473 00:34:26,640 --> 00:34:28,520 and we haven't seen each other since. 474 00:34:34,160 --> 00:34:35,160 -It's... 475 00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:38,120 I'm sorry. 476 00:34:39,720 --> 00:34:40,720 -Yes. 477 00:34:43,640 --> 00:34:45,240 When I think that today, 478 00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:48,080 I don't even have the right anymore to go to Utrecht. 479 00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:50,440 -One day... 480 00:34:50,960 --> 00:34:53,680 this war will end too, like the rest. 481 00:35:02,320 --> 00:35:05,880 -Excuse me, I would like isolate myself for a while. 482 00:35:06,200 --> 00:35:08,480 - Yes of course. I'm going to go there. - No. 483 00:35:09,520 --> 00:35:10,600 No, stay. 484 00:35:13,440 --> 00:35:15,080 Just half an hour. 485 00:35:15,880 --> 00:35:18,880 And after, we can do our session. 486 00:35:19,680 --> 00:35:21,360 Do you want to wait? 487 00:35:22,640 --> 00:35:24,880 -But are you sure? I can come back. 488 00:35:25,080 --> 00:35:26,440 -Yes, absolutely sure. 489 00:35:31,320 --> 00:35:32,880 Make yourself at home. 490 00:35:36,840 --> 00:35:38,880 Half an hour, okay? 491 00:35:41,880 --> 00:35:49,880 ... 492 00:36:16,680 --> 00:36:18,720 Soft music 493 00:36:18,920 --> 00:36:26,920 ... 494 00:37:39,160 --> 00:37:47,160 ... 495 00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:12,800 Mermaid 496 00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:21,000 ... 497 00:39:26,080 --> 00:39:34,080 ... 498 00:42:17,760 --> 00:42:19,560 What time could it be? 499 00:42:22,800 --> 00:42:24,360 -Not far from 8 p.m. 500 00:42:25,440 --> 00:42:26,440 -What ? 501 00:42:27,600 --> 00:42:29,040 I'm sorry. 502 00:42:31,920 --> 00:42:33,480 -It's not a big deal. 503 00:42:33,680 --> 00:42:36,360 I must have needed sleep, me too. 504 00:42:41,120 --> 00:42:43,880 Uh... I asked my coat somewhere. 505 00:42:46,240 --> 00:42:48,000 -Maybe in the kitchen. 506 00:43:06,000 --> 00:43:07,000 -THANKS. 507 00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:08,200 -It was nothing. 508 00:43:22,000 --> 00:43:23,680 -Okay, take care of yourself. 509 00:43:24,000 --> 00:43:25,360 -Yes. 510 00:43:27,400 --> 00:43:28,440 You... 511 00:43:29,400 --> 00:43:30,800 I thought... 512 00:43:32,360 --> 00:43:34,960 Lizzie won't be able to anymore work here. 513 00:43:35,160 --> 00:43:37,920 Because of the girls and everything else. 514 00:43:39,960 --> 00:43:42,440 And then I said to myself that maybe, 515 00:43:42,640 --> 00:43:44,560 you could come in his place. 516 00:43:45,600 --> 00:43:47,640 To... work with me. 517 00:43:52,560 --> 00:43:54,520 -But you warned her about that? 518 00:43:55,960 --> 00:43:57,440 -Yes, I spoke to him. 519 00:43:59,360 --> 00:44:01,640 -All right. And to do what? 520 00:44:02,240 --> 00:44:03,400 -I need help 521 00:44:03,720 --> 00:44:05,520 for my book. 522 00:44:05,720 --> 00:44:07,720 Mostly research work. 523 00:44:11,440 --> 00:44:13,280 -Okay, well, I'll think about it. 524 00:44:14,160 --> 00:44:15,560 -THANKS. 525 00:44:16,640 --> 00:44:18,920 -If I can combine that with my studies... 526 00:44:23,480 --> 00:44:25,600 Oh no, it's true... 527 00:44:27,880 --> 00:44:28,880 Well, then... 528 00:44:30,080 --> 00:44:31,600 there's a good chance. 529 00:44:32,640 --> 00:44:34,080 I'll tell you this quickly. 530 00:44:52,600 --> 00:44:53,800 Good evening. 531 00:44:54,000 --> 00:44:55,000 -Good evening. 532 00:44:59,440 --> 00:45:02,200 Soft music 533 00:45:02,400 --> 00:45:10,400 ... 534 00:45:15,400 --> 00:45:16,800 -Yeah! Female laughter 535 00:45:17,000 --> 00:45:18,480 A little higher... 536 00:45:18,800 --> 00:45:19,800 Great. 537 00:45:22,000 --> 00:45:23,920 Another one! - It's so funny! 538 00:45:24,240 --> 00:45:26,560 Intriguing music 539 00:45:26,880 --> 00:45:34,880 ... 540 00:45:45,440 --> 00:45:46,880 Soft music 541 00:45:47,080 --> 00:45:55,080 ... 542 00:45:59,400 --> 00:46:01,360 -"It happened suddenly. 543 00:46:03,880 --> 00:46:05,240 "I was pulled to the ground 544 00:46:05,440 --> 00:46:08,000 "by something stronger than me. 545 00:46:10,520 --> 00:46:13,280 "I knelt down, without thinking. 546 00:46:15,960 --> 00:46:19,840 "Curled up, I lowered my head.” 547 00:46:23,680 --> 00:46:25,880 Sorry. I knocked and... 548 00:46:26,200 --> 00:46:28,600 -I was looking for a button from my blouse. 549 00:46:30,160 --> 00:46:31,360 -Are you okay? 550 00:46:33,320 --> 00:46:34,360 -Yes. 551 00:46:39,400 --> 00:46:41,200 I want to show you something. 552 00:46:44,480 --> 00:46:45,800 Are you coming? 553 00:46:55,880 --> 00:46:57,720 What do you say about it? 554 00:46:57,920 --> 00:47:00,040 I painted the room this morning. 555 00:47:01,720 --> 00:47:04,520 I put my things away, I cleared everything. 556 00:47:08,200 --> 00:47:09,560 -Impressive. 557 00:47:11,720 --> 00:47:14,120 -You take a photo of it, please? 558 00:47:14,520 --> 00:47:15,920 I want lasting proof 559 00:47:16,120 --> 00:47:18,320 of improvement of my mental state. 560 00:47:18,520 --> 00:47:20,520 -Yes. And it is this improvement 561 00:47:20,840 --> 00:47:23,280 who makes you take your bike after curfew? 562 00:47:23,600 --> 00:47:26,080 -I passed via Vehul and Loman streets. 563 00:47:26,280 --> 00:47:29,320 There's never anyone there. -And where did you come from? 564 00:47:30,480 --> 00:47:32,200 -From rue Courbet. 565 00:47:32,400 --> 00:47:33,600 From Spier. 566 00:47:35,280 --> 00:47:38,720 He offers me a job, I stayed longer. 567 00:47:38,920 --> 00:47:41,000 -I didn't think that you were planning to... 568 00:47:41,200 --> 00:47:42,760 that you were planning to go back. 569 00:47:43,560 --> 00:47:44,600 -That's not it. 570 00:47:45,320 --> 00:47:48,240 Lizzie can't work there anymore because of the girls. 571 00:47:48,440 --> 00:47:51,160 He asked me if I could replace it. 572 00:47:52,160 --> 00:47:54,400 She must win in the 500 per month. 573 00:47:54,600 --> 00:47:55,720 It's not huge, 574 00:47:55,920 --> 00:47:58,680 but I can no longer count about the university. 575 00:48:02,720 --> 00:48:04,680 What do you think? 576 00:48:07,160 --> 00:48:08,880 -What were you doing on the floor? 577 00:48:13,480 --> 00:48:15,360 -It's a kind of exercise. 578 00:48:17,320 --> 00:48:18,440 That he gave me. 579 00:48:19,680 --> 00:48:21,000 I had never before 580 00:48:21,320 --> 00:48:24,400 practiced this one and I wanted to try. 581 00:48:24,720 --> 00:48:26,680 -Can I ask you a question? 582 00:48:27,000 --> 00:48:30,400 Do you think his exercises can stop you from getting killed? 583 00:48:31,480 --> 00:48:32,800 - What ? - You are conscious 584 00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:35,280 Things have changed, right? 585 00:48:35,480 --> 00:48:37,600 You see them, signs in town? 586 00:48:37,800 --> 00:48:39,720 - Obviously. - And you are conscious 587 00:48:40,040 --> 00:48:43,720 that it's only just beginning, for your community? 588 00:48:44,040 --> 00:48:46,040 - That, we'll see. - That's it! 589 00:48:47,000 --> 00:48:48,920 And perhaps we should act, 590 00:48:49,240 --> 00:48:52,000 look for a way to make you leave here, 591 00:48:52,200 --> 00:48:54,560 instead of doing questionable exercises and... 592 00:48:54,880 --> 00:48:57,560 to waste your time to work for this charlatan, 593 00:48:57,760 --> 00:49:00,680 which brings out what is most unhealthy in you. 594 00:49:01,000 --> 00:49:03,080 What is it, your biggest fear? 595 00:49:03,400 --> 00:49:05,640 Go crazy! That's fair enough, given your genes. 596 00:49:06,600 --> 00:49:09,160 But what makes you different of your two brothers, 597 00:49:09,360 --> 00:49:10,720 who are a little crazy, 598 00:49:11,040 --> 00:49:14,120 it's your rationality, your logical mind. 599 00:49:15,160 --> 00:49:17,640 And you send take it all away for... 600 00:49:17,840 --> 00:49:18,960 I don't know what. 601 00:49:54,960 --> 00:49:56,600 -You want me to tell you? 602 00:49:59,040 --> 00:50:01,600 I don't have this anxiety anymore to go crazy. 603 00:50:04,960 --> 00:50:06,560 I feel like it's over. 604 00:50:08,720 --> 00:50:11,960 I'm sure there is no risk of that happening to me. 605 00:50:15,360 --> 00:50:18,520 I don't know how I could explain it to you. 606 00:50:18,720 --> 00:50:19,720 I... 607 00:50:19,760 --> 00:50:22,680 Even me, I don't understand what's happening to me. 608 00:50:24,880 --> 00:50:27,800 But I'm sure that I have to go in this direction. 609 00:50:28,640 --> 00:50:31,480 I am convinced that if I hold on to this... 610 00:50:33,960 --> 00:50:36,400 then I will never again afraid of nothing. 611 00:50:40,080 --> 00:50:41,160 It was nothing. 612 00:50:57,080 --> 00:50:58,120 -It's late. 613 00:51:06,680 --> 00:51:08,400 -Can I sleep with you? 614 00:51:12,720 --> 00:51:13,920 -Not this night, no. 615 00:51:18,320 --> 00:51:20,400 -You know that I love you very much? 616 00:51:22,280 --> 00:51:23,280 Very strong. 617 00:51:30,040 --> 00:51:38,040 ... 618 00:52:02,160 --> 00:52:04,000 -"Something is happening. 619 00:52:06,920 --> 00:52:08,800 Soft music 620 00:52:09,000 --> 00:52:11,400 "I have the feeling to be a blazing fire, 621 00:52:11,600 --> 00:52:13,160 "in full change, 622 00:52:14,200 --> 00:52:16,520 "and transform myself in something else. 623 00:52:17,440 --> 00:52:18,600 “But in what way? 624 00:52:19,800 --> 00:52:21,720 "I was passive, 625 00:52:21,920 --> 00:52:24,560 "I couldn't than endure what was happening to me. 626 00:52:26,560 --> 00:52:29,600 "And suddenly, everything appears clearly to me. 627 00:52:31,280 --> 00:52:33,360 "This morning, they were not the laws themselves 628 00:52:33,560 --> 00:52:35,160 "which depressed me. 629 00:52:36,240 --> 00:52:38,480 "It's always my inner feeling, 630 00:52:38,680 --> 00:52:42,240 "who gives to events their dark and menacing appearance. 631 00:52:42,440 --> 00:52:44,440 ... 632 00:52:44,640 --> 00:52:48,160 “At home, everything always goes away from the inside to the outside, 633 00:52:48,360 --> 00:52:49,400 “never the other way around. 634 00:52:49,720 --> 00:52:52,960 ... 635 00:52:53,160 --> 00:52:55,360 "Even the most dire laws have no power 636 00:52:55,560 --> 00:52:58,400 "faced with my convictions and my deep faith. 637 00:53:00,440 --> 00:53:03,800 "Now, with this clarity that invades me, 638 00:53:04,000 --> 00:53:06,600 "I feel inhabited with a new generosity, 639 00:53:06,800 --> 00:53:08,320 “even to myself. 640 00:53:09,480 --> 00:53:11,960 "I have the impression that the sky in me 641 00:53:12,160 --> 00:53:14,680 "is as vast than the sky outside. 642 00:53:15,760 --> 00:53:19,760 "My inner landscape looks like to immense fields of wheat 643 00:53:19,960 --> 00:53:23,000 "that grow and mature." 644 00:53:23,200 --> 00:53:31,200 ... 645 00:54:12,480 --> 00:54:14,840 SME subtitling: VECTRACOM